Out of Nowhere

We are just  strangers

Started on a tease

I just smiled for nothing

You leave for something

A special day to me comes

With unexpected package  form the Lords

A package with you, a meet

A play we act for their game

Each numbers we had

Agreed to friendship  made

An item of tease for the Lords

As also for their council and men

Stress reliever we become

For them, we draw a deal

Just say I  do for their pleasure

Then at point, I noticed something

It puzzles everytime

But at same time  ideas erased

Until one time, seeking truth

Courage gathered for what I did

A question cleared everything

Still mind go circling

Actions different from words

Whatever it is, I ignored

Rumors fled everywhere

Councils and men echoing

Once again, I cleared rumor

Again, I sighed for at peace

Unexpected  bloom nowhere

Out of country need to leave

A path on my way

Suddenly you blocked with sway

A lie you said has it

Now deferred an ending

Until one day, declared

Words phrase, out of speech

With rain speech at paint

Don't know what to do but faint

A painting no idea  how it made

Scared of what I have hate

Now I have cards of a game

Choices decision on  lay

Risk taker or play safe

In the end what will prevail

A New World I Met

Sunday morning rain is falling. Steal some covers share some skin.Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable.... I am  listening to this song, this SUNDAY MORNING.

Weather: RAINING

Time: 8am

Its been how many weeks. I'm used to wake up in the morning @ 4. Now, I'm bored.

You see, I don't like dirt. My profession is far too way from building construction. But sometimes, UNEXPECTED  is the X-FACTOR.

Working in a building construction company has been a  fascinating experience to me. All I know is hospital stuffs. I have been innocent in this NEW WORLD I am meeting.

I am used to have my morning walk, when I go to work as a Site Nurse. Ate my breakfast in the pantry (alone or with anyone). Cleaned our clinic. Prepared stuffs etc. Had "asarans" with everyone.

Speaking of those everyone, this new world, introduced me to a bunch of people that I never thought would be close to me for just one and a half month. People who are makulit, malakas mang-asar, kind and what they call "nambabalasa" ( :D a new word to me, I learned) I am used to see this people everyday. Sing "Good morning sa iyo!!!! (nescafe commercial)"  to Gary and Ate Weng and some people. Say good morning to kuya workers . Have conversation with cool, young looking and pang-asar CADD Operators. Kulitan with cheerful engineers. Tripping with all my boss (they may be scary at times because they are authoritative but they are really kind). Have conversation in the pantry with, pretty much everyone but usually Gary Haha. As always. This people has made me smile. They are a HABIT to me. A HABIT, I am looking forward.

That period of my work, I spend my birthday with them, fun with them and smile with them. I am grateful to meet those special people. I will miss them  for a moment.

just realized....

FORGET your personal tragedy.

We are all BITCHED from the start
and you especially have to be HURT like hell
before you can write seriously.
But when you get the damned hurt, USE IT-DON'T CHEAT with it.

those who have hurt u in d past cannot continue to hurt u UNLESS u hold on to d pain through resentment.

Your past is past!

Nothing will change it. U r only hurting yourself with ure BITTERNESS.

4 ure own sake, LEARN from it, and then LET IT GO...

-purpose driven life

God wants you to know ...

On this day of your life, Hazel, we believe God wants you to know ... that recession is also a time of great opportunity.

Time and time again success has its roots in failure, because failure knocks you down from top of the hill so you can then climb a mountain. Yes it's unsettling, yes it's scary. But this can be your greatest opportunity in life, - if you choose it. The recession has cleared the space of clutter, - think what have you always wanted to do but brushed aside from the top of your hill? Now is the time...

- yeah...why this application always applicable on my situations... :)

mistakes...

"People make mistakes.

It's given.

Now, it's up to us

what are we gonna do

with that fact.

Either we moved

FORWARD

or

PRISON

yourself to that thing

that you can't change anymore."

- from a dear friend. thank you so much :)

RIDDLES...

i was on a jeepney... going home... and then suddenly, something popped out on my mind... " who am I to judge when myself is a sinner.." sigh... i admit that i judge people... *i'm such a devil*.... but right know, honestly *and no kidding* i do not judge people a lot... i have lessen my stereotyping personality... sigh... i wonder how i learned to judge people out of nowhere, especially when you were still a kid, you were an innocent child as an angel... is it the environment sending signals or the tower absorbing them... sigh... i guess both??? *but for more blame on the tower heheheh*.... i should'nt have accepted those signals, i should have choose carefully... for we cannot blame the environment as always, when we have our own decisions.... a process that lead to a MISTAKE.... and the last question after a mistake is... what type of signals would you send out??? whatever it is, it would change the scenery.. for nothing is permanent in this world except change... hhhmmm....in the end, we all do mistakes. mistakes leads to anything. just like a chain. like this weird post starting from judging, sinners, innocence, mistakes etc etc just typed everything what pops out from my crazy little mind... i am so weird... i'm glad i still have a couple of friends :))