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Showing posts with label Bulb thinking. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bulb thinking. Show all posts

RIDDLES...



i was on a jeepney... going home... and then suddenly, something popped out on my mind... " who am I to judge when myself is a sinner.." sigh... i admit that i judge people... *i'm such a devil*.... but right know, honestly *and no kidding* i do not judge people a lot... i have lessen my stereotyping personality... sigh... i wonder how i learned to judge people out of nowhere, especially when you were still a kid, you were an innocent child as an angel... is it the environment sending signals or the tower absorbing them... sigh... i guess both??? *but for more blame on the tower heheheh*.... i should'nt have accepted those signals, i should have choose carefully... for we cannot blame the environment as always, when we have our own decisions.... a process that lead to a MISTAKE.... and the last question after a mistake is... what type of signals would you send out??? whatever it is, it would change the scenery.. for nothing is permanent in this world except change... hhhmmm....in the end, we all do mistakes. mistakes leads to anything. just like a chain. like this weird post starting from judging, sinners, innocence, mistakes etc etc just typed everything what pops out from my crazy little mind... i am so weird... i'm glad i still have a couple of friends :))

sigh...

i want to write

but i just don't know what to write...

how to write...

i know there is an idea

somewhere in my brain...

something that's bothering me

but i have no idea how to start...

can't sleep...

i turned off the lights and lie down in my bed. i'm going to sleep. i closed my eyes, take a breath and tried. a couple of seconds, i opened my eyes, turned on the lights, got a pen and paper and wrote up until this "Word". i literally stopped. i guess, i don't know what will i write. ah... i know why...hhhmmm.. you see this morning something came up. a warning that made my heart beat fast. i kinda scream to express what i feel. i stopped writing again... i know why i am writing... i'm writing just to continue expressing what i felt... my eyes are now almost closed. my head aches. i feel sleepy. but i cant go to sleep still.... how i wish i can go to sleep peacefully.... ahm but ALIVE... heheeh

just goofing...



after i created this blog... i swear i don't know what to type... sigh...

it is already at the middle of the night... can't sleep... so i just started to goof around hehehe

(* by the way, if anyone is reading it, i am sorry for the wrong grammar... hehehe... i'm not a writer type and i did'nt practice too much of writing... you see i'm a nurse. an unemployed nurse as of now...)

back to this... well..*here i go again, i stopped to think...* well, there are too many questions running through my mind... and i actually don't know how to answer every question of it... am i crazy???... well, i supposed to know, i'm a nurse right??... of course i'm a nurse *answered my self back* guess i'm crazy :D

those questions... just sometimes pops out of nowhere.... and i don't know how can i actually asked it... and i don't know whom to asked...