those who have hurt u in d past cannot continue to hurt u UNLESS u hold on to d pain through resentment.

Your past is past!

Nothing will change it. U r only hurting yourself with ure BITTERNESS.

4 ure own sake, LEARN from it, and then LET IT GO...

-purpose driven life

God wants you to know ...

On this day of your life, Hazel, we believe God wants you to know ... that recession is also a time of great opportunity.

Time and time again success has its roots in failure, because failure knocks you down from top of the hill so you can then climb a mountain. Yes it's unsettling, yes it's scary. But this can be your greatest opportunity in life, - if you choose it. The recession has cleared the space of clutter, - think what have you always wanted to do but brushed aside from the top of your hill? Now is the time...

- yeah...why this application always applicable on my situations... :)

mistakes...

"People make mistakes.

It's given.

Now, it's up to us

what are we gonna do

with that fact.

Either we moved

FORWARD

or

PRISON

yourself to that thing

that you can't change anymore."

- from a dear friend. thank you so much :)

RIDDLES...

i was on a jeepney... going home... and then suddenly, something popped out on my mind... " who am I to judge when myself is a sinner.." sigh... i admit that i judge people... *i'm such a devil*.... but right know, honestly *and no kidding* i do not judge people a lot... i have lessen my stereotyping personality... sigh... i wonder how i learned to judge people out of nowhere, especially when you were still a kid, you were an innocent child as an angel... is it the environment sending signals or the tower absorbing them... sigh... i guess both??? *but for more blame on the tower heheheh*.... i should'nt have accepted those signals, i should have choose carefully... for we cannot blame the environment as always, when we have our own decisions.... a process that lead to a MISTAKE.... and the last question after a mistake is... what type of signals would you send out??? whatever it is, it would change the scenery.. for nothing is permanent in this world except change... hhhmmm....in the end, we all do mistakes. mistakes leads to anything. just like a chain. like this weird post starting from judging, sinners, innocence, mistakes etc etc just typed everything what pops out from my crazy little mind... i am so weird... i'm glad i still have a couple of friends :))

sigh...

i want to write

but i just don't know what to write...

how to write...

i know there is an idea

somewhere in my brain...

something that's bothering me

but i have no idea how to start...

can't sleep...

i turned off the lights and lie down in my bed. i'm going to sleep. i closed my eyes, take a breath and tried. a couple of seconds, i opened my eyes, turned on the lights, got a pen and paper and wrote up until this "Word". i literally stopped. i guess, i don't know what will i write. ah... i know why...hhhmmm.. you see this morning something came up. a warning that made my heart beat fast. i kinda scream to express what i feel. i stopped writing again... i know why i am writing... i'm writing just to continue expressing what i felt... my eyes are now almost closed. my head aches. i feel sleepy. but i cant go to sleep still.... how i wish i can go to sleep peacefully.... ahm but ALIVE... heheeh

WHY WRITE

A room as a square,
thoughts floats on air.
still on edge of despair,
own life want to spare.

question how could it be?
of course, you know how it should be.
Yet a simple step can't be,
for i still fall in flee.

Pushed away wool fold,
protects you on cold.
Why am i a fool,
well, ice snow act of woeful.

I write on express,
of emotion on depress.
Hope I'll regress
to a child, on vanished disgrace.